I Don't Use Dictionary.

I know. Except, when I'm writing a term paper, I use dictionary to get at least 60% out of 100%; otherwise, I don't use dictionary.  THIS IS A PROBLEM. When I'm reading a book or something, I usually just read through it and try to understand. After I guess all meanings of words that I don't understand,  I can't summarize or explain about the book. Why? Because I'm not fully understanding the book. (OF COURSE.)  I knew it, since I was in Nova Scotia, but I was just lazy to look up each word in dictionary; as a result, my words are so limited. Also I'm kind of "old" now  (compared to four years ago), so it's very difficult to memorize so many ACADEMIC words such as ... any words that scholars use. I'm writing this without looking up words in dictionary, so you can tell how I'm using the same words again and again. Although,  I'm a very slow reader, and reading makes me sleepy...., so I really need more time to read, if I look up each word in dictionary. The good thing is that I like myself, when I'm reading a book because I look like a smart girl. With Glasses? Yes, I AM PERFECT! Haha I think I'm funny. Don't you think so? (probably not. Sorry people.)  Anyways, since I'm writing my blog in English, I should try to use many different words that I learn in the course readings or something!  That makes me super cool. (I believe.)